Ever Wonder: "Which Path Do I Take?"

An Ah-Ha Moment:

Ever think: "Where the Heck am I going? Do I continue on this path or change things up?"

I've had that in my head lately. With galleries closing, going to online only, or changing their business plan, I've been wondering where I fit in. My work was just about to explode in Feb 2020 (sold 3 very large paintings and had plans for several interviews/shows, etc.), and then the world shut down. Where do I go from here?

Yesterday, I left my electronics at home and went for a long walk. Time for me to contemplate and plan. I threw out into the Universe: "Should I continue pursuing my goal of being a recognized Realist Vehicle Artist or go back to the Marketing world? How long should I be patient?" I said this loud in my head and really wanted an answer.

As I thought this, I looked down and found a rusty gear (pictured).

Dictionary definition regarding a person: "If someone or something is geared to or toward a particular purpose, they are organized or designed in order to achieve that purpose."

Hmm. Ok. I walk a short bit further and see a dime. Hmmm. 10. My 10th year anniversary at being a professional artist is next February. 7 months away.

I then walk by a telephone pole with a sign that just has "X" on it. Hmm. 10 again. (Unless this is times 10?)

Of course, this could all be coincidence and silly. I'm not one to ask for things much. I try to uplift others and work hard. No one knows what the future holds. We just have to keep on the path that feels right.

I just thought these were ininteresting reminders to work hard towards the future. I think I'm supposed to be an artist. My gut tells me to KEEP GOING. Forget the doubt. Let's pick up some brushes.